when do we finally relize in life our friends dont make our decisions?? cuz i like this guy and my friends hate him... but i like him a lot and every time i talk about him they either talk over me or block me out or start saying douche asim talking.... i cant be just like STOP that would be mean but since when do we HAVE to make everybody happy and we are the ones that are miserable?
there have been soooo many times where im just looking at myself in the mirror and im crying cuz something happened... im thinking am i good enough for them... and i think i wasnt good enough for my dad to stay. but then it always comes back around to maybe im not pretty enough and am i too fat... and i MUST not be good enough. but in reality. i am. arent i? and im seeing tht i am beautiful in my own way... everyone is. EVERYONE is beautiful in there own unique way. but not everyone is going to see tht. and thts wht im trying to get past... is tht NOT everyone is going to be able to see the beauty inside!! theres this quote and it talks about girls as being apples adn youre oon this really big tree and guys dont want to get hurt so they go for the not so good apples... thts where the quote is wrong. there are no bad apples. we are all beautiful! NO MATTER WHAT ANYBODY SAYS!!!!! we are good enough